What is it you really want? When was the last time you poured that out to God? What is it you really want? What do you really want out of life? What is it you want? What is it you desire? So, listen, this desire is born of God. We were created because we were desired by him. You've been chosen in him because he desired to choose you in him.
With what he's gifted you to do that you wonder, has he grown tired of it? Maybe you've grown tired of it, but maybe what would get you over your weariness of it is to know that God is ever over you going, "Oh, do it again. I love when you do that. Do it again".