It is possible to have salvation and still struggle with having your will to die. Prayer will break through your fleshly will. God is setting you on fire so you can become a prayer warrior for His glory. Put your problem in the smoke of the incense. The Lord told me to tell you that He heard you. Your prayer is going through. Prayer goes up.
Living in the presence of God comes with a certain level of peace. Everything about the alter of incense costs something. Out of the cutting comes the shaping. Everything that comes into your life is designed to change you in some way. It's not what you went through that you should hold onto; what did you learn from it? We cannot do God's work without God's fire. Prayer changes the pray-er. It changes you before it changes things. Prayer is influence.