"Lord, I'm never going to do that again. I'm never going to do that again. I promise you I'm never going to do that again". Only, of course, I would. And almost always it will be triggered by insecurity. Somebody would make me feel bad about myself, somebody would make me feel ashamed of myself, and boom, I was back in it again because this was the pattern. See, here's the thing: the devil knows what works again and again. That's why we need a God of again and again.
What you want in your heart of hearts, in your natural flesh, in your carnal self, is to ultimately destroy yourself. This is the God that goes, "Well, I mean, like, what you hate me for is that I'm committed to your flourishing".