To think in more specific terms about what Christ has called each of us to do and that the goal of our lives would be whatever that is. I want to have done that when I'm done. Whatever it is you had in mind, Jesus, when you just as surely as you did the Apostle Paul, reached down and grabbed me, for whatever you grabbed me, I want to fulfill that. In effect he's saying, "You chased me down, and I will spend every breath I have chasing you down". That is what I want.