You have the spirit of sonship, amen. You honor God when you ask big. Don't ask small. When you ask small, you don't honor God. Faith pleases God, and God is pleased with faith.
God has ordained that in every difficult place in your life, there is food there. There is nourishment there. There is good there. God will turn everything, and those "everything" there includes all the difficulties, all the attacks, into something good for you.
In the Old Testament, you have the New Testament. In the old, the new is concealed. In the new, the old is revealed. Praise the Lord. In fact, I find that many of the details of the doctrines in the new covenant, in the New Testament, I find the details of something, the Bible just tells you generally what it is, but doesn't go into details, you know why? God has given us the Old Testament for that.