If you'll start overflowing with hope, believing despite what it looks like, thanking God when you could be complaining, expecting things to change in your favor, then you're going to see God show out in your life. Problems that look permanent are only temporary. The expert said "You would never get well", but God has the final say. You don't see how you can accomplish that dream - there are good breaks already lined up for you: the right people, favor. God wouldn't have given you the promise, he wouldn't have put the dream in your heart, if he didn't have a way to make it happen.